My FAIRLY ODD PARENTS!
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Saturday, September 23, 2006
7:29 PM
my FAIRLY odd parents! (:
MY mama is dumb! she doesn't know how to differentiate beethoven's music from mozart's! To think she was actually able to get into AJC. Surprisingly smart in a dumb way! (x
MY papa is dumb and obnoxious too! He is overly crazy over New Zealand! He is also crazily stuck in the books too! I should too, exams are near. I am still actually fixing my blogskin.
This shows how over- relaxed i am. On the other hand, i actually do know if i fail, i would have to quit school. Yet, somehow i don't seem afraid of it at all. What am i suppose to say? " BE VERY AFRAID!"
Indeed, be very afraid! i am currently being deprived of smiles, joy, happiness, anything to do with the word HAPPY! yet, somehow candies give me joy! why am i not being deprived of that? lest, i get diabetes or even sweet tooths.
I changed my song to empty apartment from Yellowcard. Wanna know why i changed it?
Reason to why i changed my blog song. There is only one, im just simply living in my own empty apartment, rotting away, deprived from childhood memories, happiness, smiles, and just showing my irritating side. Maybe most people would find me a niusance. But i know i just couldn't do anything. I just realised that im being hated by so many people. Im okay with it. Im used to being hated anyway. Im also used to people's cursings. Its not as though, im hearing it for the first time or something. Im not being hurt or affected by it anyway.
Im just being sad because i just realised im un-loved! (: