today, very sian luhs! went to yencheng's blog. It was nice! (: the song like bringing back alot of memories. then, remember the times i could actually pick up the courage to call him, laugh, smile,cry,complain. ALL IN FRONT OF HIM! (: now cannot luhs. Hais.. then today go causeway point with liling. Very STUPID LUHS CAN! people go out widd boyfren de. My boyfren duno fly go where luhs! so now im all alone. SINGLE AND LONELY! can? zzzz..

see people laugh laugh laugh, and all i can do is only to fake laugh, fake smile. You cannot ask me infront of people cry de luhs. I not that depressed de. The most only cry when stress. Friends, don't judge the book by its cover please. Doesn't mean that i never cry that means i happy kays. I quiet, the best people just leave me alone (: dont aggrevate me further.

Hais. Swee says being sad for too long is unhealthy. I mean like THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR MONTHS! On Off! never stop. Since last year, i feel so lonely luhs. no jie, no people to give me a hug when i wanna cry, no people to laugh at people with me. Nobody to help me scold Jun Hao when his stupid,coward,guai lan girlfriend comes and irritate me! She thinks she big lahs! Now never come disturb me luh lahs. But last time, she always come say me what despo lahs. What not jun hao's type de, he stead with me is only for fun de. Blah bla blah.. Like i care. But i know jie cares for me luhs. She dont wish to see me being hurt, thats why she would go scold jun hao. But jie wont slap jun hao de. She knows i cannot just put my feelings aside. See him kena slap, i also will heart pain de. (:

ARHHHS!! im so depressed luhs! just now come home, then saw this minah, grrrr.. make me damn du lan lors! She stare, stare, stare. Then in the end, we nearly got into a stare fight. Then her boyfriend apologised to me! YEA! I WIN! (: STARE SUMMORE LAHS! She stare me first de! summore give that guai lan face! hmpffx!! SEE!! even your boyfriend side me luhs! LOSER! xP bleahhs!!

hahahas! okay lahs.. dun want blog le lahs! TIME FOR THE MEMORIES TO GO TO CHANGI AIRPORT AND FLY FLY AWAY LE! (: