Today, wasn't a really nice day for me. I was using the computer during F&N class, trying to squeeze words together, sorry markers if my coursework is un-readable, you got to TRY YOUR BEST OKAYS! (: I tried my very best to squeeze my coursework down from 39 pages to 30 pages. It was a difficult task, in fact something like MISSION IMPOSSIBLE 5? MANS! x)

I thought i saw shaun today in school, he say he did not go to school. i'm wondering what is happening to him. My dear little brother, please don't make me worry for you? OH YA! i saw terence crossed over the road towards school today, but did not see clearly as i was in the bus on the way home. I saw the 2 agape the familar guy but don't know his name at the void deck. So, are they like gathering there? O . o ? SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME NOT TO WORRY FOR THEM! i mean like, i somehow really worry for terence, anthony, shaun and gerard. I somehow just treat them like my friends. But i dont really wish to mix around with them much. April seems to dislike them. hmms.. i dont know...

today went to lavander with johnson and qiu han. Qiu han was forced to go as johnson kept her wallet! xP I wanted to pull qiu han and leave at braddell, then she wasnt moving, so i sort of know why. Johnson,qiu han and me went to the St John HQ to buy badges. I was so fascinated with the badges!! = D We ate at the hawker centre near the HQ, and i was sweating badly. After that, we went to the shopping centre beside the concourse, and johnson said he saw the PA, Jason. I was like which jason? the winnie and jason, that jason?O . o ? i kinda blur. Don't know who.

We then took a train home to yio chu kang while qiu han alighted at braddell. OH YA! before that, this malay girl shouted at me " EXCUSE ME!" so loudly when i was talking to qiu han. I shouted angrily mans.. "CB! SO FREAKING FIERCE!" then johnson like kinda shocked! xD IF YOU TREAT ME NICE, I DEFINITELY WILL TREAT YOU NICE! IF YOU TREAT ME BADLY, I WILL TREAT YOU BADLY! hmpffx!! It really reminds me of leanne mans!! She's such a bitch too!! MY ex-church member! I shifted church already. Last time, stephy, leanne and i were in the same church. Eason too!! (: Eason is a very nice guy, but too bad, leanne just likes him! Lucky for eason, he migrated to New York already. (: He's gonna study there!! HOW COOL!! (x Eason and i are good friends, so we tend to always talk to each other a little after service ends, Leanne, on certain occasions love to do such a thing such as - "acting bitchy to get his attention" like somehow trying to tell him "NOTICE ME! SEE ME! LOOK AT ME! PAY ATTENTION TO ME!" kinda stuffs. She love to walk in between me and Eason, and somehow pushing me away from Eason, or else she would shout "EXCUSE ME " very loudly. This made Eason dislike her alot! (: NICE JOB LEANNE! Stephy even poured a whole cup of coke over her head before! HAHAS! no one likes her! xP

While in the train, johnson was talking to me about jun hao. Somehow i still cannot forget him, though he is the 4th ex of mine, I love him alot! I REALLY DO! When johnson asked me if he was better looking than joshua? i answered " YES! WAY BETTER!" He looked way better! (: i mean which guy doesn't look good with dimples huhs? heehees. He's even more good looking than gabriel, and in fact somehow kinda cute, a little cute like errr... jia hui? O . o ? yea.. i guess so. i don't really find gabriel good looking. He just has a baby face thats all. But at times, he really do look a little scary. x
So, somehow just ended my day like that. yea...

LEARNT SOMETHING.

PLEASE DON'T FORSAKE GOD IN TIMES AND NOT IN TIMES OF YOUR NEEDS. = D
he will always be by my side and by pamela's side. (:
Pamela, dont feel upset that some of your church members forsaken God okays. (:

and Somehow, i wanna apologise to yen cheng, that poser actually scolded you using my name! SO MEAN AND EVIL! hmpffx!!