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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
10:21 PM
I suddenly felt like writing this down. I really feel so confused and mixed up.
Once, A and B met each other because of a friend in between of A and B. This friend is a very close friend of A and is also B's god sister.
A felt that B is a very nice guy. That day, A was feeling down because of some reasons, B treated A very nicely. He tried to make A smile, tried to make A laugh. A eventually laughed as she felt that B was really cute.
At the end of that day, B accompanied A to the mrt station to take a train home. B gave A B's number, A msged him. They became good friends. That day A's friends went to the beach, A's friends invited B too. A's friend asked A to meet B and B's friend first, then go to the beach together. That afternoon, B and a girl who likes B's friend quarrelled. B was angry with that girl because the girl scolded B, saying " YOU MAKE US WAIT SO LONG!" but the girl did not think that B and us actually waited quite long for her too. B then isolated himself from A and the rest. A then went up to B and smiled at him, attempting to make him smile. B did respond, but B was still angry. So when they all boarded the bus, A went to sit with B. Trying to make B happy. B said wanted to go home as he felt that the girl and B's friend.. bla bla bla did not want to see him.
A told B that if B left, A would be left alone. Then must well A also follow him go home. B decided to go to the beach then. In the bus, A was tired, so she asked if B could lend her B's shoulder. B agreed. A was really touched with what B did. When they were at the beach, B was so nice, he stretched out his hand and lended it to A to hold onto. A really love B alot. But when B siam away from her this afternoon. A really felt quite sad. But A did not blame it on B as she felt that he has his own reasons.
A really feels very confused because A don't know if B truly loves her anot. Though B told A that he likes her. But thats only like. A doesnt want to be like the girl who likes B's friend, cuz B liked that girl once, It was only a short feeling. A doesnt want that to happen to her too. A really feels very sad.
** PEOPLE! i gonna MIA for the whole of this week lers. CALLS and MESSAGES WILL NOT BE ENTERTAINED! (= see you guys next week when i have sorted out my thoughts clearly okays...