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Monday, December 18, 2006
11:03 PM
if there was an award for the stupidest person on earth, it should be awarded to me. I read Isaac's blog, then like felt like some people shouldn't let go so easily. Because love is hard to come. If i ever had a chance, i also wish to tell him " if i ever let go, please just hold onto me... "
but i know i just cant tell him that right now... cuz whatever happens...whatever i do.. it just hurts him more... and i don't wish to hurt him anymore.. i really don't wish to.. that day went to hospital to see him.. aunty told me not to see him anymore.. to prevent from hurting him further...
i just cried lahs... i also know i dont wish to hurt him.. but i just cant let go... i just cant learn how to let go.. audrey says i should do more happy things..and forget about him...i know im trying to..but i also know im not trying hard enough...
i just dont wish to let go...but if not because there was something between us... i just really dont wish to let go of him...i really seem to still like him alot... )=
i just have to learn i guess...