hmms... today.. erms.. okay lahs.. im getting quite used to going to church early in the morning, having lunch with my church friends and yea.. all the talking and stuffs.. though it really feels kinda tiring. i always kinda feel lethargic going to church early in the morning. But im getting used to it.

yea.. noticed something today! hahas.. my church friend - guanghao looks like ASTROBOY! and he has the sunshine attitude of yi ru - feilunhai's member (:
got to know this nice little cute girl. okays! SHE'S OLDER THAN ME! and im using the word nice little cute girl. hahas!! she's really very sweet! (: *don't ask me - can taste mehs?* hahas..OF COURSE NOT LAHS! but she's nice!! YES!! (: the type of girls most guys would fall for!!! hahas.. and she got the same name as my schoolmate - hui min.. hahas... (: VERY NICE NAME! though i still prefer the name - xin ru.. hahas.. shall not mention this again. because papa says he prefer my kind of name than xin ru! HAHAS!!

erms.. yea.. met andy kor today to take my clothes back from him. hahas. cuz i din go home yesterday.. hahs.. =x yea.. erms.. andy kor's mummy is nicer than my mummy!! )= ITS THE FACT!!! yea.. bla bla.. whatsoever..

and err.. natasha just told me some stuffs about her phobia online today. yea.. hais.. i know she feels really hurt! cuz its really inevitable! yea!!
BUT I THINK I CAN UNDERSTAND HER PAIN LORS! like - IM SUPER FALLING IN LOVE WITH A F.L.I.R.T!
and yea.. why are flirts always attractive to me?
my phobia like everyday going home with different girls? then every moment talking to different girls? but whatsoever. i decided to put him aside. BUT WHAT IS HAPPENING?!!!
even ******** is flirting with girls too... ]=
its so hurting lors! sad lahs! i don't know how to tell him what i feel inside. but i know its really a big joke like what murphy says - " jie di lian" faint lahs! i don't know what im feeling inside. i just feel so weird. as though, somehow what ever things he does it really hurts me. and it really hurts me to see him so hurt over the girl he likes. yea.. i know he himself also got rejected lahs..

like WHY WOULDN'T I KNOW! im totally like so close to him! totally like his friend. and yet, it seems like i cant open my mouth and say a single thing to him! somehow some part of me just wish that we would still remain as friends, rather than erms.. tell him i like him.. yea... =/

shaun ho and tracey never ceases to AMAZE me with their love story! hahas.. they quarrel and fight alot! but they're still together. I seriously don't understand why tracey can be so understanding towards shaun ho. maybe its because of the deep love she has for him ya. [:
MUST LAST LONG OKAYS! [=

i still have the HOTS for tongue studs! <33
and i know natasha will kill me if she knows i wanna pierce my tongue