I'm totally really very emotional today. Partly maybe because of Natasha, partly also because of him. Only Ririn and Natasha knows who this him is. yea..
I was already not feeling very happy during recess. Seeing my phobia during recess made it kinda worse. I turned away and felt like " don't see him AND just walk on!"

When Ririn and I went to the toilet after recess, the 4A guys made it worse. I was already not happy. Yea.. and when i went into the toilet, i totally broke down in front of Ririn. I totally don't know why! )=

Then it was maths class test. Si Jie is INCREDIBLY irritating today! want to know why? he kept calling me what WILLIAM'S LAO PO! WILLIAM'S LAO PO! I'm so sick!! I'm already not feeling very happy today, and he just made things worst! i totally sat there and cry while my teacher passed me the maths test paper. I doubt i did well for it. I was like writing and cleaning off my tears at the same time.

Going out with Liling, Qiuhan and Yijun was still fine. I kind of started laughing only like when I was with them. But this fat guy made me turn back to that little Elmo at one corner. I was like trying to move in to my place, so i politely said excuse me, but i waited for 5 minutes and he did not move. Liling was also getting kinda frustrated, so i shouted " EXCUSE ME!" yea.. and he turned around and rolled his eyes at me and said " SORRY!" very loudly of course!
He went to buy his food, and he came back and bitched about me to his friends VERY LOUDLY! they used lots of super nasty words. yea.. and i was sitting there looking through Qiuhan's feilunhai magazine and listened to what they are saying. I mean like its not as if i want to hear it. But they are seriously speaking very loudly.

To make things worse, i went home telling my mom i passed my chemistry class test, 14/20. AND MY DAD WENT LIKE" LET ME SEE THE PAPER!" and i was like " erms.. passed up already." and he went like " SEE! YOU'RE LYING AGAIN!LIKE AS IF YOU WOULD PASS YOUR CHEMISTRY CLASS TEST LAHS! PASS LIAOS THEN WHY DON'T SHOW US?"
WTH lahs! i say passed up means pass up right? DON'T TRUST ME THEN DON'T TRUST LAHS! this is not the first time I'm shouting back at him already! and after shouting back at him, i was totally like " CAN YOU JUST SHUT YOUR FUCKING MOUTH UP!?" and tears just flowed uncontrollably again. HOW NICE!