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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
8:15 PM
school is becoming a bore. let's talk about something better. yea.. went out with my friend today! yupps, ate kobayashi.. he sort of cheered me up lahs.. hahas..but i was back to my emo self again. I think its seriously not easy to cheer myself up anymore. there's just no more motivation to go to school. yea.. and i seriously feel like sometimes friendship is just as weak as a thread. everything lies on a thread,and when somehow something comes over. this thread just simply breaks easily. maybe our friendship wasn't built on stable grounds, or whatsoever. but seriously, if a picture is more valuable compared to the friendship we have. let it be then. i know i heard from audrey that you really took damn long to find that picture lahs. but i seriously din't mean to take it. if thats what's so you think that im posing as you or whatsoever, let it be then. why would i even want to pose as you? seriously, imitating somebody takes alot of effort! i wouldn't want to put in so much effort to imitate you. i aint some parrot or whatsoever. its already the last year in school, if its really meant to be that i'll lose friends like you. LET IT BE THEN! because i know there are much more things out there than to treasure a weak friendship that was between us. ( yea.. my english isnt good.. maybe its even not to your standard to understand ) but i seriously feel so tired. i don't wanna argue with you or quarrel with you, but YEA. I SALUTE YOU! you seriously have the guts to call me a poser in school. but you were the last person i expected to do such a thing to me. [: nice one friend. [: friends was all just a facade. its all pack of lies.that makes people cry.if only i knew who IS my true friend and who isn't,i'll learn to walk away right from the beginning,so i would never leave a scar in you.
